Thinking about things...
Yes, so i'm back to work today at 11:30....I was definitly getting used to sleeping in a lot later than 9. But anyways, I was thinking last night about Cody and I, and how sometimes I get really depressed thinking about when we didnt live together. So a lot was different, I miss getting really excited to see eachother and getting sad when he had to leave at 10:30...I miss sitting by my bedroom window waiting for his car to pull in the driveway and running outside to jump in his arms...of course I still love him just as much if not a great deal more...but there are just times when I close my eyes and picture all of these things, I think of me sneaking out to the school parking lot and driving to fowlerville to suprise him by his car when he got out of school, I mean the look on his face to see me and the big hug where he just pickes me up,...yeah I miss that more than I could ever imagine that I would. Some of the smallest moments we take for granted, things that at the time you dont think twice about...if I could go back and do it once more I would without a seconds pause.