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Well tonight is really bad my mom is being such a bitch! I asker her nicely if for my party in a week if we could use the basement just to hang out in, watch T.V. and listen to music. And she spazes on me! She starts saying how we leave a mess and we don't respect me brother's things. I think she's on some kind of fucking crack we never leave a mess and when we do I always go clean it up but no, no that bullshit because we never do right? Gah she makes me so angry!! I offered to clean it before ad after the party but she still won't let me. She wants me to have it in the living room, and she'll go in her room and watch movies. That doesn't give us a lot of privacy at all. I live in a bungalow. I'm so mad right now I can't believe her and her stupid rules it's complete bullshit. I wish she would fucking die. I hate her so much right now it's not even funny. I know that tomorrow we'll be fine but right now I'd like to strangle her. She's been like this all week. No matter what I want it's always a problem. I don't want to sound childish but I never get enough attention around here. I'm the middle child that no one pays attention to. My brother gets a lot of attention because next year he'll be in collage and everyone so proud of him and Nicole get so much attention because she's the baby of the house and is spoild rotten, anything she wants she gets. i think this whole thing is bullshit and right now I need to let off some anger before i do something stupid. bye