Apr 19, 2005 22:59
Okay I've been feeling really depressed lately for tons of reasons and yeah I still don't know how to handle them. I talked with ppl but there's things I'm holding back. I don't know how to get it all out. I ofter write in my little black notebook. So that kinda helps. I hope no one finds it and reads it. I'm so sick of everyone. Well not exactly everyone but a bunch of ppl. There are so many problem going on and I wanna help ppl but I cant seem to.I think I've rambled about this before so I'll shut up. I feel so out of it like I'm falling off a cliff and I'm waiting or hoping someone will pull me back up. I know it sounds really bad but I had no other way of explaining it. So now I'm gunna go. I'll ttyl bye