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So today was pretty bad i was feeling sick all day and still am i dont think ill be going to school tomorrow. Lunch i had some fries to see if i needed to eat cuz i hadnt done that in a while and i didnt help at all. After school i heard that Steven was moving to Barrie with his mom and that katie and Aaron were moving as well, well actually Katie was just transferring. I dont know them all that much but i know Aaron and he's really really cool.I decided to tell Steff that i may be moving to Barrie as well. I think the thing that upset me the most about this was thinking about Steff, she's one of my best friends. I kinda do want to move to get a new beginning and stuff but really i dont think i want a new beginning if my friends arent there with me. I was talking to Steff after school and she really seemed upset. Now I dont know if i wanna move like I told her I dont really have the choice its up to my dad, but now i kinda wish he hadn't of seen those houses. Its hard to explain. Its not Steff's fault its like she showed me what i'd be missing if I move and i dont want to leave it behind. Like there are so many people I'd be leaving behind like Steff of course <3<3, Eugene god!! I heart that guy too<3, Ollie even though we dont really talk alot anymore we're still friends, I still consider us friends. Then there's Alex who is the definition of Cool! He is amazing like ive known him since like grade 1. Wow long long time. But i think over all I kill myself without Steff. I'm starting to cry now so next subject.... Okay i just got sick to my stomach but i really have to go to school because of my assignment in french. I also dont want to miss school because of been thinking about it and Ive missed alot and alot of school. I want to pass I really do (i know hard to believe eh?).My mom's really sick too and I'm doing everything to make her feel better like making her teas, and cleaning the house for her so she doesnt have to, I've also taking the dog out over like 5 times today so she wouldnt have to get up, and yet it seems like thats not good enough she'll look at me once i finish doing something and be like, "can't you do more?" I dont feel bad doing it cuz she's my mom and stuff but i just wish she'd realize that I'm sick as well. It's not just her like everyone i just really wish they'd cut my some slack. So Im gunna go for now, but this moving thing is bothering me. bye