maaaannn
i just read an old friends old journal, from when we were friends. i miss those times. i don't miss her, just the times. too bad she became a bitch and i was a pussy and just ran away from it rather than confront her for it. oh well what is past has passed. i wanna make some stoner friends up here. i have krystina, but she's always busy with school and work. i want someone to just come over and smoke with me while we look up crazy cool things online. or walk the city. krystina and i smoked some hash last night. it was awesome...then i stayed up til like 2am ish looking at crazy clouds. i wanna see tornados up close and personal. all stoned. that would be awesome to me. i wish monica smoked. she would be so so so much fun to be all stupid stoned with. i'm listening to the early november right now. makes me think of the first time i moved here. it's nuts how much i've done since high school. i am so proud of myself. i am what i want to be right now, and i love it. the only thing i could want right now is a boy, but i wanna wait til i find one that really jumps at me. no one has done that yet, maybe will. but i doubt it. rob is awesome, but he's just a let's have fun sort of guy. i think i'm gonna get my belly button pierced 2 more times tomorrow. on the sides. i have it on the top and bottom already. i'm excited. and rob always hooks me up so hell yeah!! go me!! i should go take a shower and clean my nips, but i'm so lazy right now. i feel like how when i first started smoking alot in high school and i would get what mandy called a "high hangover" cuz i still feel pretty high from last night. it's nice. i gotta go to work at 4, which means leaving my apartment by like 3 to make sure i get there on time. and i wanna eat something there cuz it's FREE. everything is better when it's free. mkay time for me to go shower.