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Guess who hasn't updated in forever? ::raises hand:: I guess that's what happens when you get a life; you don't have time to write about it anymore. I miss the old lj writing...So let's see, what's going on with me?
Well my dad left for war a few days ago.
Jackie's due any day now. Speakin about that, I just bought the absolutely cutest shoes in the world. See I nominated myself as the person to buy baby's first shoes. I searched for the addidas sandles, but no luck. I went to the next best thing. That's right! Benjamin has got a pair of the smallest trucks in the world. It's a size 2 and it's soooo little. Baby Converse Allstars...they are black and high top, I guess they only come in high top b/c babys have weak ankles. All I know is when Benjamin grows up he's gonna thank Aunt Kristen for letting him rock the trucks at a young age. I rule.
Oh and there's this guy in my life...he's kind of a loser, but I keep him around b/c he's cute to look at...His name is Justin. hahaha No, he's not a loser...all the time. He did get me season 6 of Buffy for my birthday, so he can't be that much of a loser. We've been datin for like a month and a half now. I like him a lot. See nothing ever goes how you plan it. It's not like I was just not looking for a boyfriend...I didn't want one. I had plenty of options, but I just needed me time. Idk I guess sometimes things just surprise you and it just feels right so you can't do anything else but go with it. I guess we'll see how this one goes. I hope it works out, but it's hard. I mean I'm still working on me, ya know? I'm not qutie fixed yet. For all of you who are just friends with me you know what I'm a talking about, I mean I'm pretty difficult. I've never tried so hard though. I'm really workin on my stubborness, lettting things go, and not getting mad so easily. I've come a long way. You'd be shocked to hear some of the things I've done. You know what's great about him?...it's odd but we are really a like. I mean we have our definite differences, but as people...to the core, we are very similar. Sometimes he says things and it's odd b/c I was just gonna say something like that. Don't get me wrong, as much as we are alike though, he doesn't know how to deal with me for shit. He knows nothing of what goes on in my head when we have tifts and def can bat heads, but he's catching on...maybe...i hope. I know I'm makin changes and trying real hard. I don't really see much from him, but I guess it hasn't been that long. Anyways, he's sexy and he's in a band. Come check out www.theseventyeight.com or www.thegreatestbandever.com and you can see The Seventy-Eight and Raygun.
Bartending is good...station is good.
I'm kinda eh about school starting again. You know how I get when school's in session...I am 24/7 stressed out class A bitch. I don't relax until grades are posted and my GPA is to my satisfaction. I hate that I'm so anal about grades. Idk I think this is gonna be a rought one this semester.
I'm going to New Jersey August 8-15th. Justin asked me to go home with him and meet his rents. I kinda have mixed feelings about that. A)We are driving...and it's 18 hrs. For all of you who know me, you know that this is complete and utter torcher. At the end of the ride I'm going to be in the worst mood ever, not to mention have a headache and be 100% irritated by anything. B) What if his parents, sister and friends don't like me? That would suck...that's kinda nerve recking. I know I won't be able to be myself. I'll just get all nervous and quiet and think they hate me the entire time. Then they won't like me b/c they'll think I'm weird and a mute. on the other hand, though...I'm excited to see where Justin grew up and stuff. Plus you can always tell so much about a person by meeting their parents. I also can't wait to see New Jersey, b/c I love the North and the sexy accents. We are going to NY City a couple days to see a play and see Midtown...we're going to Six Flags, the Jersey Shore and all sorts of places. I love to travel and I feel kinda special that he asked me to come home with him...maybe he likes me a lot? :) I guess we'll see how long that lasts though until the inevitable...:(
I'm thinking of highlighting my hair with black...kinda like in the Come On Over Music Video by Christina Agulria, even though her hair was red...but like that only black...I'm just bored again that's all...I think I'll wait until it gets colder though...b/c as long as the suns a shining my hair will just bleach bleach bleach.
Ok that's enough. Read my survey if you will...Tell me how much you missed me.
Well my dad left for war a few days ago.
Jackie's due any day now. Speakin about that, I just bought the absolutely cutest shoes in the world. See I nominated myself as the person to buy baby's first shoes. I searched for the addidas sandles, but no luck. I went to the next best thing. That's right! Benjamin has got a pair of the smallest trucks in the world. It's a size 2 and it's soooo little. Baby Converse Allstars...they are black and high top, I guess they only come in high top b/c babys have weak ankles. All I know is when Benjamin grows up he's gonna thank Aunt Kristen for letting him rock the trucks at a young age. I rule.
Oh and there's this guy in my life...he's kind of a loser, but I keep him around b/c he's cute to look at...His name is Justin. hahaha No, he's not a loser...all the time. He did get me season 6 of Buffy for my birthday, so he can't be that much of a loser. We've been datin for like a month and a half now. I like him a lot. See nothing ever goes how you plan it. It's not like I was just not looking for a boyfriend...I didn't want one. I had plenty of options, but I just needed me time. Idk I guess sometimes things just surprise you and it just feels right so you can't do anything else but go with it. I guess we'll see how this one goes. I hope it works out, but it's hard. I mean I'm still working on me, ya know? I'm not qutie fixed yet. For all of you who are just friends with me you know what I'm a talking about, I mean I'm pretty difficult. I've never tried so hard though. I'm really workin on my stubborness, lettting things go, and not getting mad so easily. I've come a long way. You'd be shocked to hear some of the things I've done. You know what's great about him?...it's odd but we are really a like. I mean we have our definite differences, but as people...to the core, we are very similar. Sometimes he says things and it's odd b/c I was just gonna say something like that. Don't get me wrong, as much as we are alike though, he doesn't know how to deal with me for shit. He knows nothing of what goes on in my head when we have tifts and def can bat heads, but he's catching on...maybe...i hope. I know I'm makin changes and trying real hard. I don't really see much from him, but I guess it hasn't been that long. Anyways, he's sexy and he's in a band. Come check out www.theseventyeight.com or www.thegreatestbandever.com and you can see The Seventy-Eight and Raygun.
Bartending is good...station is good.
I'm kinda eh about school starting again. You know how I get when school's in session...I am 24/7 stressed out class A bitch. I don't relax until grades are posted and my GPA is to my satisfaction. I hate that I'm so anal about grades. Idk I think this is gonna be a rought one this semester.
I'm going to New Jersey August 8-15th. Justin asked me to go home with him and meet his rents. I kinda have mixed feelings about that. A)We are driving...and it's 18 hrs. For all of you who know me, you know that this is complete and utter torcher. At the end of the ride I'm going to be in the worst mood ever, not to mention have a headache and be 100% irritated by anything. B) What if his parents, sister and friends don't like me? That would suck...that's kinda nerve recking. I know I won't be able to be myself. I'll just get all nervous and quiet and think they hate me the entire time. Then they won't like me b/c they'll think I'm weird and a mute. on the other hand, though...I'm excited to see where Justin grew up and stuff. Plus you can always tell so much about a person by meeting their parents. I also can't wait to see New Jersey, b/c I love the North and the sexy accents. We are going to NY City a couple days to see a play and see Midtown...we're going to Six Flags, the Jersey Shore and all sorts of places. I love to travel and I feel kinda special that he asked me to come home with him...maybe he likes me a lot? :) I guess we'll see how long that lasts though until the inevitable...:(
I'm thinking of highlighting my hair with black...kinda like in the Come On Over Music Video by Christina Agulria, even though her hair was red...but like that only black...I'm just bored again that's all...I think I'll wait until it gets colder though...b/c as long as the suns a shining my hair will just bleach bleach bleach.
Ok that's enough. Read my survey if you will...Tell me how much you missed me.