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Noone even reads or updates in here anymore.. oh well. Haha, guess what? The unthinkable has happened. My best friend who I love more than a sister has had sex. It started out as a friend telling me, then the actual girl confirmed it when I asked her. I couldn't believe it. As soon as she said yes, I just slammed through the doors and ran up the stairs. I freaking cried for the rest of the day. I had about a trillion people hugging me and making me feel better. Of course everyone knew why I was sad before I even told them cause 1. her gay-ass boyfriend was bragging about it all day and 2. because I was one of the last to know. It just makes me so depressed, knowing she'd do something like this. I'm not talking to her anymore. Once her and this jerkoff boyfriend of her's starting doing pretty raunchy stuff, I told her if she ever had sex that I wouldn't talk to her anymore. And even though she knew the consequences, she went ahead and did it anyway. And that pisses me off and makes me even more sad because that means she values him over our friendship. I mean, I've been there for her through everything from rumors to police coming to her house to her mom being a bitch to breakups with other guys. But she obviously doesn't care if she'd go ahead and do that shit anyway. And now she'll probably be all upset but I can't say I care because I don't. I told her what would happen if she did this and she still did it. I just can't believe it. My best friend is a whore. She really is. And now no guy will ever take her seriously. They'll just think of her as an easy and fast girl that they can have sex with and treat her like crap. And 13 is such a young age..