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man, what is happening?
i am afraid that everything is gonna go back to the way it was before. i'm terrified. i don't know if i can deal with that. i wish he would just get himself under motherfucking control. i wish i could help those 2 people that i love out of those 2 messes.
& i wonder is he different?
is he different?
has he changed
what he's about?
or is he just a liar
with nothing to lie about?
am i headed for the same brick wall?
is there anything i can do
about anything at all?
whateverrr. i have a lot of work to do. i can't let this keep me from doing what i need to do.
i am afraid that everything is gonna go back to the way it was before. i'm terrified. i don't know if i can deal with that. i wish he would just get himself under motherfucking control. i wish i could help those 2 people that i love out of those 2 messes.
& i wonder is he different?
is he different?
has he changed
what he's about?
or is he just a liar
with nothing to lie about?
am i headed for the same brick wall?
is there anything i can do
about anything at all?
whateverrr. i have a lot of work to do. i can't let this keep me from doing what i need to do.