Apr 15, 2008 00:47
NERVOUS AS FUCK ABOUT TOMORROW. HOLY SHIT.
I don't completely have anything down. I'm going to have a breakdown heart attack. I need to breathe. And...just remember that after tomorrow is over, it will just be out of my control and over with...the light at the end of the tunnel is Saturday, last Yellow Party, the love I have for my Yellows, and MV. And summer. The beach. I really have the worst spring fever issues.
I'm really excited about a few things in my life, though, which make it harder to concentrate. But I can do it. I can do it. I become acrobatic. I can do it. So I dive down and skim the surface of the water. I'm...spray in my face. I'm...a speedboat kissing the water so I rocket straight up five, ten thousand feet in the air, past the hole in the ozone, into a new bunch of stars, until I'm in a totally new nighttime...!
I better wake up this time! I am setting my alarm extra loud.
xoxo