The Greatest Joy... The Deepest Ache
One day of camp down... back for senior scheduling... woo hoo... well God is so good and so gracious to me... right now I could very easily be bawling and suicidal... I talked to a girl I roomed with last year that went to Benny's church... without knowing who I am she said something about him being engaged... breaking it off during the time when his dad died... him cheating on her... and then talking to some other girl... I handled it so well... but I wanted to die... and true as my love was... I was just another girl on the side... but I'm not going to feel worthless... because my God paid a price higher than any man ever would for me... in worship last night we were singing LifeHouse's song Everything... it's always confused me a bit how it says "how could it be any better than this" but if you listen and you believe what it's saying... when Jesus is your everything... when He's everything you want... and everything you need... nothing could be better than that... nothing can be better than finding yourself in His arms... and I will rest in His peace that passes all of my human understanding... what could be the lowest of all times for me... I will make a time for my soul to rejoice in the simplicity of living my life for my savior... coming back to Him... there is absolutely nothing better... I love you all... and miss you dearly :O)