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I just want summer to get here already. I love Cornell, I really do, but I'm sick of being away from Steve and I miss riding my horse sooooo much. Sometimes I wish I wasn't smart. I would be so happy being a professional horseback rider/trainer, and I could totally do it too. Why couldn't that have been the only thing I was good at? I honestly do feel that the only reason I am in college is so that I can get a job that will fund my riding career.
Most girls go through a horse stage; I never grew out of it.
Then, my mother doesn't think it's economical for Brazynska to come up here because I will have to get a car and more insurance and blah blah blah. I mean, she's right. But I'm selfish and I want my horse.
Pretty much my entire life has been based around horses. They were the only steady thing. Friends came and went, and I never got really attached to them because of that fact. However, as much as you may not understand, my horses have always been loyal to me. Brazynska is a challenge and we've accomplished so much, but she's getting older, and I feel like we're wasting time. So, in conclusion, I've been feeling down a tad bit lately. The two steadfasts in my life--Brazynska and Steve--are about 1000 miles away, and I'm here, alone.
Most girls go through a horse stage; I never grew out of it.
Then, my mother doesn't think it's economical for Brazynska to come up here because I will have to get a car and more insurance and blah blah blah. I mean, she's right. But I'm selfish and I want my horse.
Pretty much my entire life has been based around horses. They were the only steady thing. Friends came and went, and I never got really attached to them because of that fact. However, as much as you may not understand, my horses have always been loyal to me. Brazynska is a challenge and we've accomplished so much, but she's getting older, and I feel like we're wasting time. So, in conclusion, I've been feeling down a tad bit lately. The two steadfasts in my life--Brazynska and Steve--are about 1000 miles away, and I'm here, alone.