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Arizona was amazing....yes that was like almost a month ago...but i havent been online much....i got ben mr.PIBB Extra....so that was exciting haha....
My best friend Heather......okay...dont comment if it isnt nice....but she BOUGHT ME BACKSTREET BOY TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH....okay if u know me u know im rarely speechless...i was speechless for a while when she surprised me with them....okay im a sork yes i know....
Life is alright...i strted driving school....BORING! ..OMG SO BORING....but its gotta get done....ive been working which sucks...
Me and Ben are growing as a couple i guess u could say.....the way he looks at me even seems so much more loving..he holds my hand all the time when we are out now...we are just begining to show eachother how much we truely do love the other i think....and omg lately...my friend heather and my sister lauren all they do when i talk to him or about him is say that we will get married...even ben does but like idk just lately our love has been so....enchanting.....i love ben....oh and for all you that know ben and havent seen him lately ...yea HIS HAIR IS LIKE A LITTLE BELOW HIS EARS...... the shortest since like...we started going out....i love the feeling i get from just glancing at him and seeing him smile at me......summer lovin' Our talks till the early morning...car rides..singing together haha..dancing together...excited pool covers haha..beach trips...everythign has been so much fun..........it was amazing...when i came back from arizona...the first time i kissed him after i saw him...sent the greatest chill through out my body ...no kiss before that has ever made me like go...wow...idk...there was a spark ....after all this time...i've experienced ...the shocking kiss...i love being in love.....okay im done
On another note...im scared beyond belief to go back to school...okay i have so much to do before school starts.....but like on the inside theres not a minute where i dont think about the fact that omg im gonna be a senior i need to start looking at colleges..then i think about the fact that i need my license incase i go away and then i worry about driving school.....its just too much...i dont want to grow up....i like having my path already infront of me.....i dont know...im waiting for the day i just start freaking out.....
...I blinked and now look...im a senior : (