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the healing process has really only just begun.
although it has almost been a year, things by nature, have caused me to oppress my father's demise.
kind of stinks to have only just come to terms. should i feel guilty? or is it wholesome to be numb.
well, still here in tucson. working, finished with school (not using my degree). wanting to leave tucson, but cannot seem to at the moment. in a way, i'm settled and comfortable, feeling somewhat successful. still 'married', never more in love. GOING TO EUROPE! this august for a few weeks. i am very aroused by the idea of my trip. i need a break.
although it has almost been a year, things by nature, have caused me to oppress my father's demise.
kind of stinks to have only just come to terms. should i feel guilty? or is it wholesome to be numb.
well, still here in tucson. working, finished with school (not using my degree). wanting to leave tucson, but cannot seem to at the moment. in a way, i'm settled and comfortable, feeling somewhat successful. still 'married', never more in love. GOING TO EUROPE! this august for a few weeks. i am very aroused by the idea of my trip. i need a break.