truth
ok. so let me start by saying i don't lie. i know that there have been times when i've messed up on this and times in my life when this rule wasn't important to me, but i've been lied to a lot in my life and i know how much it sucks. so as a general rule i try my best not to lie. even little things. but i do believe in phrasing things in a manner that it will cause the least harm and i believe that some things don't need to be said because saying them helps nothing and hurts a lot. and sometimes it just unnessacerily complicates things. i know some people think of this as lying by ommission but i think it's being reasonable and decent. but here's the catch- i am sick to death of biting my tongue, i can taste the blood.
there are so many things that i'm not saying because they will only hurt the people around me. i find myself craving the company of those who seem to understand. there are some people i can say anything to and they understand. or at least try to understand. there are others who are so judgemental i find myself practically mute in their presence. i don't know what to do. saying somethings will only cause problems but i've reached my breaking point. now even little things have me feeling like a might scream. some things i need to just learn to let go of, some things i need to avoid, and there are some things i feel like i need to say. but isn't that just selfish? saying something to help myself at the expense of those around me.
there are so many things that i'm not saying because they will only hurt the people around me. i find myself craving the company of those who seem to understand. there are some people i can say anything to and they understand. or at least try to understand. there are others who are so judgemental i find myself practically mute in their presence. i don't know what to do. saying somethings will only cause problems but i've reached my breaking point. now even little things have me feeling like a might scream. some things i need to just learn to let go of, some things i need to avoid, and there are some things i feel like i need to say. but isn't that just selfish? saying something to help myself at the expense of those around me.