mistakes
everyone makes them, life is full over them, there is no way to prevent them. and i'm ok with that. what i hate is when i keep making the same mistake over and over again. or when i continue making a mistake even after i realize that it's a mistake. i think i can honestly say that i learn from my mistakes most of the time. i also realize i'm not an idiot. so my question is why do i continue certain mistakes? how is it that when i realize that one thing is a mistake i stop or change but when i realize another thing is a mistake i keep going? am i really that fucked up? why do i allow myself to do this? i need to deal with a lot of things in my life and i need to change a lot of things. part of it is i need to keep myself out of situations where i can do this as much as possible and part of it is i need to learn how to deal with those situations when i find myself in them. so that's my self improvement rant of the night.
on a completely unrelated note- i hate university websites. you can never find what you need. no, they can't put everything for the application process in one place. where's the fun in that? i seriously think that the website is the first round of screening. if you can't find what you're looking for, we don't want you at our school. damn you stupid schools for wasting my time and annoying the crap out of me. but the joke's on you because i found all the stupid forms. :-P
on a completely unrelated note- i hate university websites. you can never find what you need. no, they can't put everything for the application process in one place. where's the fun in that? i seriously think that the website is the first round of screening. if you can't find what you're looking for, we don't want you at our school. damn you stupid schools for wasting my time and annoying the crap out of me. but the joke's on you because i found all the stupid forms. :-P