hope
have you ever been building something and you're trying to hold the pieces you have together while you add the final piece? or been in the position where all you have to do is add one more nail and then you can let go and look at what you've made? i feel like that right now. like i'm looking at the pieces of my life before me and all i need is for someone to put that one piece in the right spot and it will be perfect. i know i'm a nerd for making this comparison but i need the RNA primer to build the DNA of my life on. i just need the start. i need someone to take a chance on me so i can show the world that i'm worth it. i just need to universe to give me that tiny little push. not even a push, just an opening for me to take off and do what i'm meant to do. after monday i don't want to get to excited. i don't want to think this will work because it might not. i can hear myself telling me to not get my hopes up. the rational part of my brain is saying wait and see. the logical part says this means something. the hopeful part says this is it. i believe all of them. i kind of have no choice about listening to the rational part so that's what i'll do. trust me- you'll all know if the other parts are right.