mutual
it feel like all of my friends are actually OUR friends. and that's making life really hard right now. i need to vent but i don't know who to vent to. i don't want to say something rash in anger to our friends and have it get back to him. and i don't want to put our friends in the position of having to lie or hide things from him for me.
but without venting, i can't really process things and i can't move on. and that scares me, because everything seems fixable and doable now, but if i let these little annoyances nag at me for months it might be too late to fix things. problems grow like weeds, deal with them when they pop up or they might smother everything good and beautiful :(
but without venting, i can't really process things and i can't move on. and that scares me, because everything seems fixable and doable now, but if i let these little annoyances nag at me for months it might be too late to fix things. problems grow like weeds, deal with them when they pop up or they might smother everything good and beautiful :(