como estas?
hello my lubbs. lol . i dont update much anymore, i dont know why! anyway school still has been going okay, on friday i went to the back to school dance, SETH WAS THERE!AHHHHHH! lol sam goes OMG BETH SETH IS HERE HE'S HERE HE'S HERE! i didnt wanna go in i was so scared to see him again! lol but anyway we went in... i danced with jackie sam amanda .. i was lookin like a lesbian lol cuz i was dancin w/ mostly girls. and i danced with steven kootz- like our schoolz weird/smelly/half retarted/nasty kid.. lol it was funny.hm then i really didnt feel li ke dancing while every1 else was.. because i was soo sweaty, so i look behind me and i see seth sitting there, he didnt want to dance either so i decided to go sit next to him. i honestly dont know why i did it but something made me walk over to him. jus him smiling made me remember our past and stuff and how much i cared for him and he cared for me, it made me want to be with him again after we talked because hes the same as i rememberd.. hes usually mean on the phone when i used to talk to him, but he was so nice to me. he told me how nice i looked nd stuff- anyway i sat down gave em a hug and we just talked.... and then after the dance we sat outside while sam was talkin to justins parents for like 10 minutes and talked, i didnt wanna leave him ya no? im sorta dumb but i just couldnt help it. now max doesnt want to talk to me unless i stop talking to seth and its so hard because now the feelinz have arisen again for seth! but i still care for max. i dont no what the hell to do really. i dont want to lose either 1... like i want to talk 2 them both, ugh idk. i gotta stop thinkin bout it and let what ever happen happen... in the past i always thought me and seth were supposed to be together... but idk. max is always there for me and like we have the most fun together and he treats me the best ..... ugh there both sooo great in different ways , but lol anyway last night i went bowling with me sam justin andrew and joey. andrews new and joey is justins bestfriend. andrew is hilarious. and hes a good cheerleader.. hmm we laughed so hard the whole time. i did the best at bowling.., hm and thats about it. ooh yeah i got my hair layerd. its niiice.. lol i love itt! its soo beautiful. well this is gettin tooooo long lemme cut it * Let the good times roll *
[[(( bEtH ))]]
[[(( bEtH ))]]