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I feel so bored and useless.
I feel like I'm not ready for anything and everything is confusing. It would be so much easier to just skip 10 years ahead, but I'd miss too much in between.
I'm sick of this apartment, but I know after two weeks back home I'll be sick of my house and I'll miss this shitty apartment with my shitty roommates. I'll miss being in State College. I think I really do want to come back. It's beautiful up here. It's peaceful. There are good people around. There are nice, cheap apartments around and you never hear anyone say "oh that's in a bad neighborhood, you don't want to live there." The worst neighborhoods get in State College seem to be the frat district.
The bars are all close, there are plenty of places to camp, and I'll bet I could find someone close who needs a paralegal. I could get my writing done here. Hell, my entire book is going to be about my experiences in State College, what better place is there to write it?
I don't know, this post was pointless. I'm just bored and want something to do. I have one thing I have to do today...there are a few other things I COULD do, but it seems pointless to do it now. I have so little time left here. I want to see people and have fun...it's just that right now there's no one to see and nothing to do.
Then again...it's only 2:00. Something will happen, I'm sure. :-P
I feel like I'm not ready for anything and everything is confusing. It would be so much easier to just skip 10 years ahead, but I'd miss too much in between.
I'm sick of this apartment, but I know after two weeks back home I'll be sick of my house and I'll miss this shitty apartment with my shitty roommates. I'll miss being in State College. I think I really do want to come back. It's beautiful up here. It's peaceful. There are good people around. There are nice, cheap apartments around and you never hear anyone say "oh that's in a bad neighborhood, you don't want to live there." The worst neighborhoods get in State College seem to be the frat district.
The bars are all close, there are plenty of places to camp, and I'll bet I could find someone close who needs a paralegal. I could get my writing done here. Hell, my entire book is going to be about my experiences in State College, what better place is there to write it?
I don't know, this post was pointless. I'm just bored and want something to do. I have one thing I have to do today...there are a few other things I COULD do, but it seems pointless to do it now. I have so little time left here. I want to see people and have fun...it's just that right now there's no one to see and nothing to do.
Then again...it's only 2:00. Something will happen, I'm sure. :-P