If we're gonna break it down with any logic, it's absurd
I have been shown again and again how there is really no solid cement around your feet for anything, no matter how much you try. Which is why we can't care about where our feet are at the moment. For everything you want or feel, you will be sincerely tested for how much you really want or care about it. I've been passing a lot of tests, most, but a lot I have to re-take. And it may take me to fail worse and worse until I finally take the time to study before it, in which I pass. I'm also not talking about school, which hopefully you get.
I'm very compulsive by nature and don't like to prepare for anything, but to do that with everything, I won't get anywhere. The urges to do things the ways you impulsively want to ARE NOT SUPPOSED to apply to everything, and I have very recently even understood this concept so fully.
Filter. Choose your battlegrounds. Closer and closer to my goals I get, but so much stands in the way. A constant and never-ending struggle to accomplishment that is a glorious fight, where the fogs of weakness and cynicism will not prevent me from passing through them.
I don't care anymore if it means shit or not. What matters is what I choose to matter.
I'm very compulsive by nature and don't like to prepare for anything, but to do that with everything, I won't get anywhere. The urges to do things the ways you impulsively want to ARE NOT SUPPOSED to apply to everything, and I have very recently even understood this concept so fully.
Filter. Choose your battlegrounds. Closer and closer to my goals I get, but so much stands in the way. A constant and never-ending struggle to accomplishment that is a glorious fight, where the fogs of weakness and cynicism will not prevent me from passing through them.
I don't care anymore if it means shit or not. What matters is what I choose to matter.