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I never thought I'd hear you say those words. As nce as you tried to be about it, it still hurts. I know we haven't talked much in past month or so, but still..I wanted to work things out. I can't believe you won't even try, won't even give it some thought. I'm not asking for a relationship, I just want a friend. I want that friendship we use to have, which obviously can never happen again. I'm so numb and blank right now. This hit me hard, harder than I ever thought it would. I always imagined me "not caring" being so "whatever" about it, if it was to happen, and now that it has..I've realized I'm much weaker than what I thought I was. I see now that I DO care. It's weird how it happened, cause just yesterday I wrote you a note. A long, meaningful note and in it it said that I wanted to work this out and wanted to still be your friend. And tonight you hit me, at least that's how it feels. It's like you punched me in the stomach and then laughed in my face. And now, I'm starting to think that maybe whatever we had before..wasn't real. I mean, how can I be sure that anything you once felt or said to me were even partly true?! I gave you all I had, and thought maybe in return you'd give me all you had? I see now, I was wrong..horribly and terribly wrong. So this is it, this was our last..I don't know the word to say it. But it's just our last.
I really don't wanna see you tomorrow, too bad I have to.
Mmmk, I'm done. Done with everything..