BlAhNeSs

May 30, 2005 14:31

Hello minions of my diluted life, in which i live, will suffer, then die...

hey ppl...

todays sunday...yesterday i went to the band banquet..it was super fun..i danced with geronimo and dio (LOL) and Giggles and Felix and richard...oh and hernan. We had a good time. Then i got uncordinated when The electric slide was on...so Felix, richard and i walked outside next to a lake..and talked...i was sitting on a table, richard was sitting next to me on a chair and felix was standing up in front of me...so we're there talking and LMAO Ms. Compton says to us: "Hey kids c'mon inside" but with this face and attitude...i think she thought we were having a 3 some or something...w/e so yeah we went back inside..the food was to die for...fudge cake..hehehehehe..i feed felix and geronimo..LOL and all in all it was a good night..we took a few pics too. Uhh.....im glad you guys are commenting on the entry before this one where i wrote how i felt about everyone...keep on commenting plz..entertain me...uhh today im kinda eh..cuz i had a dream about this dude Ryan i went out with..the "Pothead" soo yeah..i think i miss him..so i talked to charisse my best friend form my old skool and she's goona help me find him...we know he lives where i used to lve..miami lakes..im doing this cuz i have this feeling something bad is going on to him..you know him and his addiction..i remember he used to say: "Addiction...what are you talking about Ana?? its no addcition, just something to do when im bored..." he's the only one who ever called me Ana he said it was cuz it was more mysterious and it went with my attitude. but that was 2 years ago...i dont even know if he remembers me...i just wanna find him and make sure he's alright..cuz for some reason..if i dont..i'll regret it a long time...he's one of those hidding their smarts kinda guys, whos awesome..untill something lke drugs gets to them. and it's all his cousin Paul's fault..cuz ryan got into it when he was trying to get Paul out of it. sucks man...im sorry im even talking about this cuz none of you guys knows Ryan...except for what i've told you once or twice..he reminds me alot of Kurt cobain... he's a lot like him..in looks, mind, and how he talks..thats what i liked about him...since kurt is my idol... i dunno..i just really need to find him...i dunno why...uhh i gotta go..you know when you think about things too much and then you get all angry mixed with hate and depression....yeah...my reason this moment...

With LOVE...

~Annie~ I dont know what to do but watch, wait, and hope to never surrender~.......came up with that myself......
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