i can't explain all the ways you devastate me...
so i lied.
because today AND yesterday were the longest days ever.
in 48 hours i've gotten aproximately 4 hours of sleep...
sweet.
it was worth it. i got to see ashley, and jen and the killers and tons of other beautiful friends.
i stayed out until four, and went to bed at four thirty last night and was up by 5.45 this morning for work at seven.
because yes, i FINALLY, for the first time in my life, GOT A JOB! i am officially a starbucks barista.
i spent all day at starbucks training. or at a starbucks corporate center training and drinking really gross black coffee.
then max's car got a flat tire and we were stuck out by mall at millenia for about three hours. it was a mess.
then i still had to go pick up my car from park ave and blah blah.
but it was good that i went. because i finally got to meet some boys that i'll be working with. (all i'd met until this point were girls).
some very cute boys.
that probably all have girlfriends. but they are SO nice, i'm actually really looking forward to this.
i've got good hours so far too. nothing too terribly early.
i hate being in bad moods.
and i hate even more that i don't know what i want out of this situation any more...
i do, however, love the fact that i am regaining all of my independence. we just had a slight scare with everything.
i think i'm probably even going to haul myself too and from the airport this thanksgiving.
purely because i think i want to. we'll see though.
time to go rest for at least a little bit. i have so much shit to do before i leave. i don't see myself getting any sleep again tonight.
good-evening friends.
because today AND yesterday were the longest days ever.
in 48 hours i've gotten aproximately 4 hours of sleep...
sweet.
it was worth it. i got to see ashley, and jen and the killers and tons of other beautiful friends.
i stayed out until four, and went to bed at four thirty last night and was up by 5.45 this morning for work at seven.
because yes, i FINALLY, for the first time in my life, GOT A JOB! i am officially a starbucks barista.
i spent all day at starbucks training. or at a starbucks corporate center training and drinking really gross black coffee.
then max's car got a flat tire and we were stuck out by mall at millenia for about three hours. it was a mess.
then i still had to go pick up my car from park ave and blah blah.
but it was good that i went. because i finally got to meet some boys that i'll be working with. (all i'd met until this point were girls).
some very cute boys.
that probably all have girlfriends. but they are SO nice, i'm actually really looking forward to this.
i've got good hours so far too. nothing too terribly early.
i hate being in bad moods.
and i hate even more that i don't know what i want out of this situation any more...
i do, however, love the fact that i am regaining all of my independence. we just had a slight scare with everything.
i think i'm probably even going to haul myself too and from the airport this thanksgiving.
purely because i think i want to. we'll see though.
time to go rest for at least a little bit. i have so much shit to do before i leave. i don't see myself getting any sleep again tonight.
good-evening friends.