Dip dive socialize gettin ready for the Saturday n*i*g*h*t

Jul 28, 2004 04:00

One month away, almost ready for "The Countdown". Back to the tedious routine of school, homework, gossip, bullshit, work... then press play on Monday. Two months of summer, felt like a moment, a thought. This past week, a blur, the wind knocked out of me.

Rachel's here, license, volunteering, Orono, cheering camp, work, Mikayla, Violette's, Killian's back, crazy cruising, old friends

And just think...
One month, and it all ends

Breath gone from the swift punch of feelings thrown in my direction,

"Here, catch this!"

I love it when you contradict yourself

And you...
I hate the way you make me feel
and
I love it that this feeling hurts so much

No, you'll never hear this, because I'll never tell you

One emergency appendectomy, straight up, served to my Dad

I called the hospital last night, he was in recovery, I hope they tell him, I want him to know I care.

I gasp for air once more, more feelings I'm not ready to deal with.

"Hey, here comes another one!"

Aimed straight for my face

Old friends that once despised me, or hated me, or disliked me, disagreed with my actions... whatever have turned... Friendly.

I've come to learn not to worry about how people truly feel.

I can't and I won't please everyone

It's just not gonna happen

I saw your face, I smiled. Simple as that. And well, you did call me an angel. 0:)

<3
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