The day's events
This morning I woke up with a really strange feeling. That is, I had a dream and I remembered it - quite vividly, too.
Now, people have often heard me assert that I don't dream. This is a slightly incorrect statement. Though I reach REM sleep - when dreaming occurs - when I sleep, I remember my dreams hazily maybe once every three or four years. I've only had two - now three - dreams that I remember enough to be able to call up a scene from them in my memory, and that's probably because I've recalled them enough that they've stuck independently of having dreamt them.
I'd share the dream, but all but a couple of the scenes are gone, and besides that it scared the crap out of me. It wasn't a nightmare; more that I'm scared for myself if random neuron firings or my subconscious - whichever is actually in charge of dreaming - resolve into that dream and burn so hard that it stays in an environment where no dream stays. Needless to say, it freaked the hell out of me, and continues to do so whenever I think about it. This isn't good, especially considering my mental state of late and the connections between them that aren't helping me get out of this state. I'll just have to try harder.
In other news, we cleaned the living room - we have a floor and a table now! - and we went to a house showing today. It looks good and is closer, so we're thinking of taking it.
Also, I was randomly selected by the University to receive five dollars. Strange things happen every day.
Tomorrow: Japanese, Math, Japanese, Syntax, Avoidance of Linguistic Study Group (sorry guys), Jessica's 21st at the Nitty Gritty, Rumors, Discussion, Bed.
神様、どうしてこれをなおすることを助けてくれないの～？自分でなおできるでしょうが、できないと思います。
Now, people have often heard me assert that I don't dream. This is a slightly incorrect statement. Though I reach REM sleep - when dreaming occurs - when I sleep, I remember my dreams hazily maybe once every three or four years. I've only had two - now three - dreams that I remember enough to be able to call up a scene from them in my memory, and that's probably because I've recalled them enough that they've stuck independently of having dreamt them.
I'd share the dream, but all but a couple of the scenes are gone, and besides that it scared the crap out of me. It wasn't a nightmare; more that I'm scared for myself if random neuron firings or my subconscious - whichever is actually in charge of dreaming - resolve into that dream and burn so hard that it stays in an environment where no dream stays. Needless to say, it freaked the hell out of me, and continues to do so whenever I think about it. This isn't good, especially considering my mental state of late and the connections between them that aren't helping me get out of this state. I'll just have to try harder.
In other news, we cleaned the living room - we have a floor and a table now! - and we went to a house showing today. It looks good and is closer, so we're thinking of taking it.
Also, I was randomly selected by the University to receive five dollars. Strange things happen every day.
Tomorrow: Japanese, Math, Japanese, Syntax, Avoidance of Linguistic Study Group (sorry guys), Jessica's 21st at the Nitty Gritty, Rumors, Discussion, Bed.
神様、どうしてこれをなおすることを助けてくれないの～？自分でなおできるでしょうが、できないと思います。