Shit and Fan
Do you really hate me this much? Why when I try, do you take everything away. Do you want me to leave everything here? Are you trying to make me bitter? Trying to test me? I can't handle anymore cruel news or decisions made by others and watch everything fall away. Are you trying to ruin me? Make me jump off my roof? Do you want me to quit? I bet that would satisfy you. I can only do so much. I can only handle so much. Do you not exist? Am I talking just talking to myself?