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He used me as a punch bag, taking out every single bad day and rough ride he had. I was his personal joke. It was me that made him feel better everyday, making me feel worse than he did about himself, just to make himself feel better.I was his excuse to make everything in the world seem ok.
And still it was me to pick up the peices when he took a warm bath with razor blades. It was me that told him he was worth more than his scars. It was me that told him he honest to god owed me nothing for all that had happened between us. Don't get me wrong, I'm not being all self righteous here... I just want to know exactly what right he has to come back, after everything, and tell me 'we could have been something if you'd given us another chance'.
You know what? Maybe so. Maybe we could have been something if you hadn't cheated on me. We could have been something if you hadn't made me do those things all those times I said no. We could have been something had you given me a chance in the first place.
You see, the thing is... I am something. I have something. And its not yours. I'm happy now. And I'll be damned if you're going to fuck it up again.
And still it was me to pick up the peices when he took a warm bath with razor blades. It was me that told him he was worth more than his scars. It was me that told him he honest to god owed me nothing for all that had happened between us. Don't get me wrong, I'm not being all self righteous here... I just want to know exactly what right he has to come back, after everything, and tell me 'we could have been something if you'd given us another chance'.
You know what? Maybe so. Maybe we could have been something if you hadn't cheated on me. We could have been something if you hadn't made me do those things all those times I said no. We could have been something had you given me a chance in the first place.
You see, the thing is... I am something. I have something. And its not yours. I'm happy now. And I'll be damned if you're going to fuck it up again.