May 16, 2005 10:35
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Something important on your desk: My PDA
When you sleep, you wear: Nada
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: An all expenses trip to Europe to see the sights.
Something you don't have a lot of: MONEY
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: My back-up CD of family photos, my stuffed dog from childhood cuddles, VHS of Ed and I in our dating years.
MORELS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: Edward
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: A friend who betrayed/hurt me in Middle School. I did my best to get even with her till she moved. (Shakes head at self.)
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: When I was on the ‘rebound’ in High School, I knew this guy liked me and I kind of used his interest in me to hurt my joke of an Ex. I had little interest in him. By the time I realized I had been toying with his emotions, he would talk to me and I was never really able to apologize.
One person you have killed in your thoughts: No Comment.
FRIENDS
Three traits you look for in a friend: Honest, Trustworthy, and Tries to Stay in Touch.
Who makes you laugh most often: Karlynn
A friend who you can tell anything: Ed
A friend you can go to for advice: Pam G.
The best piece of advice you have been given: Live in the Moment!!!
Closest friend: Ed
The friend who uses most of your energy: None it seems to be an equal exchange.
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: Loving, Helpful, Communication.
Your 3 worst qualities: Have trouble saying ‘NO’, I tell it like it is and often harshly, I get scattered.
Describe your Ideal self: A step below Buddha.
You are embarrassed when: Melody says something she shouldn’t in public. Oye!!!
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: Childbirth!!!!!!!
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: Losing Sunshine.
Moment you are most ashamed of: Being mean in childhood.
Your best physical feature: Eyes
Who/What makes you happy: Doing something for the first time and experiencing something new.
Who/what makes you sad: Thinking about loosing someone close to me.
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: Depression
The emotion you tend to experience most: Drained
The emotion you are feeling most lately: Drained
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: Running away from home.
When you are angry you need: To just chill and talk to Ed about it.
When you are sentimental you need: Ed to cuddle.
When you are in love you need: ED!!!
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: Lying in bed in the morning, cuddled in the sheets, smelling the cool morning air floating in from an open window.
One of your most tragic memories: The events of 9-11 unfolding before my eyes.
One of your angriest memories: When Ed’s dad fueled and argument in Missouri with Mike, Ed, and I. It drove a huge wedge in the family and is also one of the my sorrow provoking memories.
A memory that makes you laugh: The thought of Sunshine running full tilt trough the house, full of excitement.
A memory that makes you happy: Exploring the Tide Pools in California.
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: Smile with ‘passion’ and longing.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: Loud bodily functions.
Two things appealing about people: Personality and Attitude.
A personality trait you find appealing: Reliable
Your secret passion: Photography
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: Comfort.
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: Waste it.
If you had more patience you would: Have another child.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: Weight (I guess I am fighting a genetic battle.)
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: Producing Epic Movies in Hollywood.
If you could have one super power what would it be: The ability to time travel without me aging.
And you??????????