Not doing well today
I've yet to get my usual hormone spike that shows up with the menstrual fairy. I've had improvement, but there's nearly always a spike. This time it was more like a bump. Today feels like shit.
There was this mean old lady at a restaurant during our trip, and I swear if my hormones freeze in bitch-mode or something when I hit menopause, I'm going to feed myself to the wolves. I hate life right now. Not for any reason, just stupid piddly shit not going right. Argh I don't want to do this any more. Knowing it would go away was what got me through it. Now my mantra is broken and I don't know what to do.
What if I get stuck like this?
There was this mean old lady at a restaurant during our trip, and I swear if my hormones freeze in bitch-mode or something when I hit menopause, I'm going to feed myself to the wolves. I hate life right now. Not for any reason, just stupid piddly shit not going right. Argh I don't want to do this any more. Knowing it would go away was what got me through it. Now my mantra is broken and I don't know what to do.
What if I get stuck like this?