hello, retard!
Why is it that the moment you arrange a break from someone you just can't stand it?
Seriously, I say all these things, we take a break...and 12 hours later I have "heather, you idiot!" moments and I just want to kick myself. Will probably be kicking myself for the next 2 weeks...and then some. I'm such a moron sometimes. I don't know how I keep outdoing myself, but I manage it all the time. No wonder he keeps thinking twice. I keep going back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. I make myself sea sick.
So, that's going to stop. I've made my decision and I'm sticking with it, gosh darnit. I just hope he's around to tell when the two weeks are up. We never manage to get on the same page at the same time. Something's gotta give.
K. I need to try to study some more. I don't remember what I've been studying for the past 4 hours because I have to re-read everything 5 times because my brain is so distracted. Ugh. I'm such an idiot.
Seriously, I say all these things, we take a break...and 12 hours later I have "heather, you idiot!" moments and I just want to kick myself. Will probably be kicking myself for the next 2 weeks...and then some. I'm such a moron sometimes. I don't know how I keep outdoing myself, but I manage it all the time. No wonder he keeps thinking twice. I keep going back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. I make myself sea sick.
So, that's going to stop. I've made my decision and I'm sticking with it, gosh darnit. I just hope he's around to tell when the two weeks are up. We never manage to get on the same page at the same time. Something's gotta give.
K. I need to try to study some more. I don't remember what I've been studying for the past 4 hours because I have to re-read everything 5 times because my brain is so distracted. Ugh. I'm such an idiot.