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Dec 06, 2006 23:54

Today:
Peds Final - 83%
Peds ATI Final - 97%
Course Grade - 86.52% (86..they don't round)

Left to do:
OB - Final, ATI Final
Speech - Final, Ethics (I have 3/10 left...I am trying to finish them tonight but they're so boring and the internet keeps distracting me)
And...I think I am going to bomb the speech. I did the bibiography wrong, it's supposed to be categorical, not alphabetical...and I'm supposed to have 3 different source...3 different internet sources don't count. So...yeah. And apparently the camcorder is of poor quality so the sound is a bit muffled in places...but I didn't feel like talking all over again so I just sent it. That and I practically read the thing when it was supposed to be extemporaneous. But my brain cannot do extemporaneous. It thinks, "Oh, there's people looking at me!" and then stops working. I mentally cannot do it. Not when it's something I haven't researched for years and know everything about. I'm the kind of person who writes down phone conversations before I dial. I hate talking on the phone. 1, my phone sucks, 2, i have no idea what to say. I wasn't born with the ability to carry on a conversation. This has really turned into a tangent. I didn't mean for it to.

I think my intestines are eating themselves.

I am just so done with this semester. And next semester is already turning into a nightmare. The double booked me on clinical rotations, so now I may have to end up doing clinical at GWINNETT medical center, and Laurelwood in GAINESVILLE. Gainesville is 2 hours away. Gwinnett is an hour--without traffic. I DON'T THINK SO! I was trying to work this break so I wouldn't have to work next semester...but if I end up having to drive to Gainesville twice a week with these gas prices, I'll be out of money by the end of January.

All I really want is a break from life. I'm tired of having to need money. Why can't someone just randomly give me a million dollars? It happens on Oprah.

Poo. I need to finish my work ethics crap. So retarded. People without common sense annoy me. But that's a rant for another day.
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