I don't Get it ...

[aluessinth]

I don't understand what the fuck is wrong with me...

I hate the fact that I love you and I hate the fact that you want nothing to do with me...

I hate the fact that I'm a self-loathing idiot who is plodding along in life with no purpose...

All I've ever asked for in this life is love...true love...

I had it, I sullied it...and now, I want that feeling back again...

I want to wake up knowing that someone truly wants me...

I want to go to sleep feeling your soul hold me...

Can you do that...please..?