Which one are you? Artistic or critic?
Bored again. Bored bored bored. So here I go to LJ.
I want to get together people to go to like, TGI's or Applebee's sometime.. or something. After financial aid checks come in the mail of course.
I have a French quiz and a Psych exam tomorrow, neither of which I've studied for. Instead I'm going to sit here in front of my computer being lazy and listening to Dar Williams.
Got the HTML coding on that one very wrong first attempt.
Had a dream about Andy the other night. It made me pretty sad, I actually kind of miss him. Okay, so I really miss him. But is that so surprising? We did have a lot in common, and he was always nice and quiet, which I admire very much in my friendships. He always listened, always cared. I don't think he ever wants to talk to me again. I'm sure he doesn't think about me in any positive respect, especially after how I've "offended" Julia and Jesi. (Since they're all like BBFs now -- bitter much? Yes.) But if he ever did want to be friends again, I would go for it.
Saw Christof at the mall. It was ... fairly devastating. He was with Katy.. well she was walking a bit behind him. He and I made minor eye contact, said nothing and kept going. I'm not sure if he registered that it was me, and idk if Katy even saw me. And I'm still trying to come up with an answer to the question Shawn asked me ... "Why do you still let him get to you?". I have no clue. Because I miss my friend. I tend to completely destroy friendships when anything on a romantic level gets involved.
I have ex-boyfriends who I'm still friends with. But I feel like they stay friends with me in hopes that I'll just hook up with them when I'm single again. Especially John. Payton tried to hook up with me when Christof and I broke up last year. And Bryan is always flirting, so I'm not really sure where him and I stand. Though apparently Dan still wants to be friends with me, so that's an interesting thought. I don't know if I'd be willing, since he's not reliable and never has any free time.
I still haven't decided if I want to make this post public or not. I'm not sure how much I care. Hung out with Judy today, we walked around downtown trying to find Jamba Juice... when it turns out we were like a block away from it in the beginning. I think she might have got the wrong message with me texting her/Alex last weekend. I don't think she's "in love with my boyfriend" or anything like that. I said I didn't like them cuddling whenever they're together, and that I didn't want to talk to her at the time (I wanted to talk to Alex, but she was responding on his phone).
I guess I've just been really irritable lately. Such is part of being a woman though, right? I've been annoyed at pretty much everyone for some reason or other. And of course it's the people I love the most that I spend the most time with. So I apologize ahead of time to Alex, Chris, Cece and Shawn if you guys piss me off for no good reason, and I take it out on you. Or... if I just take my frustrations out on you anyway. Besides Thursday night I don't think I'll be doing much socializing over the next few days, though.
I suppose that's it for now. Just enjoying some music from Boondock Saints, looking forward to the Twins playing again.. and just being chill. Night.
I want to get together people to go to like, TGI's or Applebee's sometime.. or something. After financial aid checks come in the mail of course.
I have a French quiz and a Psych exam tomorrow, neither of which I've studied for. Instead I'm going to sit here in front of my computer being lazy and listening to Dar Williams.
Got the HTML coding on that one very wrong first attempt.
Had a dream about Andy the other night. It made me pretty sad, I actually kind of miss him. Okay, so I really miss him. But is that so surprising? We did have a lot in common, and he was always nice and quiet, which I admire very much in my friendships. He always listened, always cared. I don't think he ever wants to talk to me again. I'm sure he doesn't think about me in any positive respect, especially after how I've "offended" Julia and Jesi. (Since they're all like BBFs now -- bitter much? Yes.) But if he ever did want to be friends again, I would go for it.
Saw Christof at the mall. It was ... fairly devastating. He was with Katy.. well she was walking a bit behind him. He and I made minor eye contact, said nothing and kept going. I'm not sure if he registered that it was me, and idk if Katy even saw me. And I'm still trying to come up with an answer to the question Shawn asked me ... "Why do you still let him get to you?". I have no clue. Because I miss my friend. I tend to completely destroy friendships when anything on a romantic level gets involved.
I have ex-boyfriends who I'm still friends with. But I feel like they stay friends with me in hopes that I'll just hook up with them when I'm single again. Especially John. Payton tried to hook up with me when Christof and I broke up last year. And Bryan is always flirting, so I'm not really sure where him and I stand. Though apparently Dan still wants to be friends with me, so that's an interesting thought. I don't know if I'd be willing, since he's not reliable and never has any free time.
I still haven't decided if I want to make this post public or not. I'm not sure how much I care. Hung out with Judy today, we walked around downtown trying to find Jamba Juice... when it turns out we were like a block away from it in the beginning. I think she might have got the wrong message with me texting her/Alex last weekend. I don't think she's "in love with my boyfriend" or anything like that. I said I didn't like them cuddling whenever they're together, and that I didn't want to talk to her at the time (I wanted to talk to Alex, but she was responding on his phone).
I guess I've just been really irritable lately. Such is part of being a woman though, right? I've been annoyed at pretty much everyone for some reason or other. And of course it's the people I love the most that I spend the most time with. So I apologize ahead of time to Alex, Chris, Cece and Shawn if you guys piss me off for no good reason, and I take it out on you. Or... if I just take my frustrations out on you anyway. Besides Thursday night I don't think I'll be doing much socializing over the next few days, though.
I suppose that's it for now. Just enjoying some music from Boondock Saints, looking forward to the Twins playing again.. and just being chill. Night.