Help
Soo... my weekend is kinda confusing and messed up. My great uncle died yesterday, so my mom may or may not go to the funeral on Saturday. And my dad's car window is broken so he may or may not go to Granite Falls to get it fixed. SO I may have two parents, or I may have no parents. Either way I get to stay home because I made it clear I already had plans and I am NOT going anywhere.
EDIT: My mom's car broke down. She's not going anywhere for a while. :\
I'm almost talking to Max.. kind of.. not really. So I have talked to him, I'm just not doing it on any sort of regular or semi-regular basis. Do I even want to talk to him? I'm not sure.
So as for life in general... I'm okay. I'm not well, but I'm not as bad as I've been before. I'm not sure how I got to the place I'm at right now. Nothing is quite right and something is missing. I just don't know what it is. But whatever it is.. it's kind of screwing me over. I've lost so much motivation in the past few weeks I don't even know anymore.
I wish... I had people I could talk to. I mean I know I have my freinds, but they all have some bias or another. Whether they hate someone I need to discuss, or if they don't want to hear about my past, if they think what they have to say is more important so I never even get a chance, or if they simply don't care. Simply put. I have no one I can talk to about everyone and everything. Even my best friends.
Because I'm so ... scared of confrontation I'm having issues telling people what I relly need to. I don't know if anything is going to help me with what I need to say to these people. I guess I'll have to work on that.
EDIT: My mom's car broke down. She's not going anywhere for a while. :\
I'm almost talking to Max.. kind of.. not really. So I have talked to him, I'm just not doing it on any sort of regular or semi-regular basis. Do I even want to talk to him? I'm not sure.
So as for life in general... I'm okay. I'm not well, but I'm not as bad as I've been before. I'm not sure how I got to the place I'm at right now. Nothing is quite right and something is missing. I just don't know what it is. But whatever it is.. it's kind of screwing me over. I've lost so much motivation in the past few weeks I don't even know anymore.
I wish... I had people I could talk to. I mean I know I have my freinds, but they all have some bias or another. Whether they hate someone I need to discuss, or if they don't want to hear about my past, if they think what they have to say is more important so I never even get a chance, or if they simply don't care. Simply put. I have no one I can talk to about everyone and everything. Even my best friends.
Because I'm so ... scared of confrontation I'm having issues telling people what I relly need to. I don't know if anything is going to help me with what I need to say to these people. I guess I'll have to work on that.