Exhaustion
How can it be so impossibly hard to get through an entire day of school?
Even when I've dreaded tests and undone homework, this pure exhaustion taking over me is handicapping me much more than petty school fears.
I don't even know why I can't do this. I'm just so tired, but I slept fine and for the normal amount of time that I usually do. Ate my meals, I don't think I'm that sick, so I don't know what's wrong with me.
I don't even want to go home and sleep, I just need something to do. I don't have anything to do with my time anymore, and I think not doing something is exhausting me more than doing something does.
I'm deciding to cut Joe and his friends out of my worries, and I'm going to focus on other things. Unless anything else happens to bring him/them up, I'm just not going to think about it anymore, except for as something that's happened in my past and is done and gone.
In all hopes, tomorrow will be a better day. <3
Even when I've dreaded tests and undone homework, this pure exhaustion taking over me is handicapping me much more than petty school fears.
I don't even know why I can't do this. I'm just so tired, but I slept fine and for the normal amount of time that I usually do. Ate my meals, I don't think I'm that sick, so I don't know what's wrong with me.
I don't even want to go home and sleep, I just need something to do. I don't have anything to do with my time anymore, and I think not doing something is exhausting me more than doing something does.
I'm deciding to cut Joe and his friends out of my worries, and I'm going to focus on other things. Unless anything else happens to bring him/them up, I'm just not going to think about it anymore, except for as something that's happened in my past and is done and gone.
In all hopes, tomorrow will be a better day. <3