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So I made a rash decision in the heat of a moment of anger (which happens more and more often lately). This decision could basically affect every part of my life right now, and at the time I was like, "YES this might be great".
But now I've cooled off (as I always do, damnit) and I'm fucking terrified.
Every other time something like this has happened I've either talked myself out of making the decision (for one reason or another) or something outside force has intervened. But this time it went past the point of no return and there's not really any turning back now unless I want to make a complete ass of myself.
I just need to keep telling myself that this could potentially be good.
Oh boy, if this happens it is going to piss some people off.
You've gotta take a chance, sometime.
But now I've cooled off (as I always do, damnit) and I'm fucking terrified.
Every other time something like this has happened I've either talked myself out of making the decision (for one reason or another) or something outside force has intervened. But this time it went past the point of no return and there's not really any turning back now unless I want to make a complete ass of myself.
I just need to keep telling myself that this could potentially be good.
Oh boy, if this happens it is going to piss some people off.
You've gotta take a chance, sometime.