Ketchup Mutha sucka
SO I have't written in a while because I'm really writing in my real journal u know the one that sits in my back pocket that no one is ever allowed to read except maybe that child, grand child or some distant decendent in the future that shows a mind and personality like his anchestor I'll let the whole family read it if I have an untimely death. except the wife she may not like what she'd see. my worlds a twisted one. I have volumes I do. so lets see catch things up to speed. went to califonia a few days later then expected original plan leave friday night, revision one leave saturday nite, revision 2 sunday, final revision left monday afternoon and then flay back tuesday afternoon. but regardless of the time I spent in california I had fun. I have fun with kajsa she had fun with me. we drove and I'm still driving on a donut because I'm poor all over the place, I live in fear that I will be stranded but then I realize most of my drives are to work and back and most places I go are on that same stripe between work and home. Kajsa and i have grown closer at an alarming rate, it almost scary it like our realationship has hit puberty and our voice is cracking and we're getting erections from everything, and u feel all akward and unloved, but there is love and it isn't akward... in fact it fun! Ummmm I have no cell phone it kind of liberating in a why and annoying liberating because I never have to answer my fone all the time annoying because no one can get ahold of me. unless I'm at work. then its just pointless. I have my cats back now after almost a week and a half I miss them, i realize that I could never let them go they are my children. my hope is that they out live me or we die together in a not so horrible way. I love my boys theys the shit.