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I don’t know where I should be anymore. In life, in my relationships, in the ideas and fantasies in my head. I don’t know what’s right or what is best or healthy for me. I don’t know what I want anymore. I let the practical and analytical part of my brain take over. I keep myself from doing brash, out of character, bold things because I don’t want to end up alone or in just another place I won’t be happy.
I have never felt so distant from the things I love before. I have never felt so indifferent to those close to me.
What the hell do I do…