Been pondering, yet again
I was talking with some of my coworkers. And no one understands why I am dating Sal. And alot of times I dont either. We went to Rondas birthday party at the "Westerner" and he was just not any fun. I know I end up comparing alot but Mike always was fun at a bar. And at the very least he would have been funny like Jeni's boyfriend was.
I think I would much rather be with someone like Mike (well like my mike anyway) fun, spontaneous, great company, and sexy. I can accept that it cant be Mike but there has to be something a whole lot better out there for me right? And if not, maybe being alone is the best thing for me. Because at this rate I am just about ready to run away. Screaming from the bldg comes to mind.
On a happy note my satellite receiver should be coming in the next few days. Yippee. Not sure how to use it but hopefully it wont be too hard. LOL.
I do have some other stuff to complain about but I think I am just going to try and fix my life and suck it up. Since mike left I have been just floundering and miss the life I had (well some of it ) I need to find stability and happiness minus the man part for right now.
I think I would much rather be with someone like Mike (well like my mike anyway) fun, spontaneous, great company, and sexy. I can accept that it cant be Mike but there has to be something a whole lot better out there for me right? And if not, maybe being alone is the best thing for me. Because at this rate I am just about ready to run away. Screaming from the bldg comes to mind.
On a happy note my satellite receiver should be coming in the next few days. Yippee. Not sure how to use it but hopefully it wont be too hard. LOL.
I do have some other stuff to complain about but I think I am just going to try and fix my life and suck it up. Since mike left I have been just floundering and miss the life I had (well some of it ) I need to find stability and happiness minus the man part for right now.