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altversionofme

This is an open post

Jun 11, 2006 12:24

I have recently been told that some of my open posts have been found offensive... I am sorry to have offended someone I love so much. I love and respect my mother in law more than anyone. I see why she feels betrayed and totally understand. I could explain that those 2 years I was very much myself and I was happy and now after all the pain and ( Read more... )

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saldw June 11 2006, 20:03:20 UTC

Always remember that you are loved. It may not be the way you wanted, a way you can accept, or even the kind of person or persons you ever wanted to love you; if you will just accept that love and the fact that love is never wrong, you may even come to love yourself one day.

altversionofme June 11 2006, 21:38:20 UTC

As I have previously stated it isnt what I want. I hate being the other woman. I deserve more. I deserve to be someones one and only love. Even if I never get it I know now I deserve it. I know you dont understand the idea of being with only one person but I do and I want that in my future. I am sorry but then I spend my life being sorry.

love is never wrong charredpc June 12 2006, 02:11:24 UTC

I can cite many examples of wrong love. The one foremost in my mind is the way you stalk and hound Kimberly. She may continually put up with it due to feelings of inadequacy and worthlessness, but the rest of the world sees it for the sick, twisted thing it actually is.

K- don't put up with this crap. Good for you saying you deserve better, now stick to it. Enforce it. Remember what you said about someone loving you, and only you, for you. Work toward that. Know you're worth it.

You can do it anonymous June 13 2006, 19:38:43 UTC

Kim, i want you to know I still love you, I do not know excactly what has been said to you about my reactions. I did read your open log and was was dissapointed by what I read ( a little shocked) ( okay a lot shocked.. you know I live in a different world) But I do understand that is not you.. Not Kimberly. You have been hurt so much as have all parties involved. You are trying your way to find peace. Each one reactes differently some are mean and vicious. They try through revenge to make themselves feel better. Some blame everyone else for their issues instead of standing up and taking the concequense for their actions. And some have tears in silence. It breaks my heart to watch all of you hurt and be hurt. I try to lend support when I can and often get in trouble for it. I believe all I said was that I have no words to offer any more. I never said I did not want to talk to you period. I wish each and everyone of you understood the toll this has taken on all of the family and allow us each to morn our losses in our ( ... )