Aug 31, 2004 08:13
i'm copying this from william. "Write 10 statements to different people. Never tell which one is who. "
1. i have more fun with you than i do with most people; you are the boy version of me (with a few discrepancies.) i don't know what i'll do for a whole year without seeing you.
2. though you've only been in mine for a year now, i can't imagine life without you in it. i love you.
3. not only my best girl-friend, but also in a close three way tie for best friend of either gender. we didn't see each-other enough this summer.
4. we didn't hang out at all this summer!! pfft. you make me smile, even when i can't understand your superfast talking speeds.
5. you're the best person to talk about boy problems with. oh man... i will miss that this coming year
6. i'm not sure if you read any livejournals or not, but we're not talking to eachother right now. you're the first person i really looked up to; you've worked so hard in your life to accomplish what you have and i respect that more than anything-- i only hope that i can accomplish half of what you have in my life. Every day i open an IM window and type out an apology, but i can never find the words that would make things right. i truly am sorry, though... and i hope that soon we can resolve this.
7. it's been years since we've really talked or hung out, but you're beautiful inside and out.
8. if you lived closer i think we would be great friends. you make me happy with your love of sharks and page long xanga entries.
9. my favorite thing about you is that i get a hug every time i see you, which isn't as often as it should be.
10. i always have a looming suspicion that you don't like me very much. In high school i had a crush on you for a year or so. we should hang out more-- i did a bad job this summer at doing that with anyone, though.
okay. so i'm a little bored. I've been up for only six hours, and i have three more until someone gets home. so far this morning i have sanded and painted my speakers, baked cookies, watched an hour of television (i'm not telling you what i watched), took a bath... and now i'm updating for the first time in quite a while. If i were a sim, all of my bars would be green... except maybe my bladder, it's getting closer to the bottom.
so i suppose that you all are curious as to what i have been up to. by "you all", i mean the three people that read this.
a few weekends ago darrell and i went apartment hunting. it ended successfully and we now have a quaint little one-bedroom apartment in hollywood. We're moving in on the 25th... you should come visit us, because i miss you.
this summer feels like it was a waste. all together i made about 800 dollars, which wasn't even enough to pay my share of first month's rent + security deposit. i already know that i'm going to have to work through the year, hopefully i can work at rocky mountain chocolate in hollywood... it's close to the apartment..
hmm... i'm not feeling very productive sitting here online. you should call me. or email me. or do something.
byebyee