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I am constantly met with feelings of inadequacy. Lately I have been doing really well, I've gotten into the college of my choice, the apartment of my choice, have a line on a decent job once classes are over and I thought that would be enough for me. Actually, it was, until I called my father. I know the guy isn't in my life enough to warrant such control over my emotions and self worth, but he has that power. I called him last night to let him know I've been accepted into the school of education of the bachelor and masters programs, and he says " Yay"... and then just seemed like I was interrupting something more important. Imediately my mood just plummeted. I have so much going on for me right now, but for some reason or another it just isn't enough for me. Something is truly messed up in my brain.