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Click to viewSomething make my chest stir
Something make my head blur
(Oh, oh)
I'm not ready for a handshake with death, no
(Oh, oh)
I'm just such a happy mess, whoa
The drums are four on the floor
She's back to the bedroom for one more
I'm the invisible man
Who can't stop staring at the mirror, at the mirror
I want to make you as lonely as me
So you can get, get addicted to this
You can get, get addicted to this now
I know its been a long time since i have written anything here.
I haven't forgot you dear
just really have a lot of time anymore
let me explain.
Well it all started about July of last year. Well Amber was dating this guy named Bob.
and well Bob sold pot.
and Ben had bought some pot from Bob and had it hidden at his moms house
well personally i think she was looking for it, or something else. because you can not tell me that she smelled it in his room, when it was in a baggie, in a tin, in a backpack underneath the bed when it was shoved up by the wall...
i'm just saying
well Ben's mom fliped the fuck out and told him that he wasn't allowed to see me and Amber for three months
and basically he was on house arrest.
about that time I begin working 40 hours a week.
and mom is taking at least over half of my money.
well mom tells me one day that Steve our landlord wants 900 a month for the house.
I ask her if she asked him if he was out of his fucking mind.
well mom starts to put the plans to move.
well at this point ive been at my job for 14 months
and you want me to up and quit and go back to 7.25 somewhere else...
no...
well me and Ben talk about moving in together at this place by my work
so we did
weve been here since October.
there is a lot more to update.
but i just got off two hours ago and i hardly got any sleep yesterday
planning a suprise party and all.
ill tell you about that to.
now off to sleep.
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