My Lamentations
Tonight I lament...
The quote is right: "Boys are stupid, throw rocks at them."
In the case of a few I could be considerably pissed at, anyone have a brick of marble or granite? A really really really hard rock I can chuck at them? One guy I like is starting to seem wierd, maybe a bit immature...keeps making comments that are strange (it's one thing to say "I could date someone like you" but when you add in a statement like "you're ballsy" it really makes you think WTF mates). Another guy I like doesn't quite know that detail; I'm attracted to his intellect, his maturity, which is a welcome thing since I spend my days around stupid grunt ROTC boys (though not all but 97% are grunts). Another is a gentle soul on the far side of the one classroom I spend just about every day in. A few interests simply couldn't work...they don't know I exist all. One interest I've given up hope on completely for how he came to a party for me but then wandered off to flirt with another...JERK!
Roommates suck. They don't come around often now, which is good, but they've not taken care of some "cosmetic" matters in the apartment, such as the powdered cheese and the mountain of dishes still in the sink.
I think with the QG that the only thing left to do is resign. They stole from me my first solo and what would most likely have been my only solo because let's face it, I'm a damned straight-tone alto. I hope they're happy; they not only got my hopes up and dashed to pieces but they would be responsible for much time given by another. Of course, why should they care about her? They're self-serving and they can't even take care of their own!
I REALLY miss choir...there were a few souls that I haven't seen since it ended whose smiles warm my heart.
A toast to the winter and the chill that takes root...BLARG
My theme song for the while: "Wake me up inside, wake me up inside, call my name and save me from the dark, bid my blood to run before I come undone save me from the nothing I've become..."
And another song that makes sense now: "People writing songs that voices never shared and no one dared disturb the sound of silence..."
The quote is right: "Boys are stupid, throw rocks at them."
In the case of a few I could be considerably pissed at, anyone have a brick of marble or granite? A really really really hard rock I can chuck at them? One guy I like is starting to seem wierd, maybe a bit immature...keeps making comments that are strange (it's one thing to say "I could date someone like you" but when you add in a statement like "you're ballsy" it really makes you think WTF mates). Another guy I like doesn't quite know that detail; I'm attracted to his intellect, his maturity, which is a welcome thing since I spend my days around stupid grunt ROTC boys (though not all but 97% are grunts). Another is a gentle soul on the far side of the one classroom I spend just about every day in. A few interests simply couldn't work...they don't know I exist all. One interest I've given up hope on completely for how he came to a party for me but then wandered off to flirt with another...JERK!
Roommates suck. They don't come around often now, which is good, but they've not taken care of some "cosmetic" matters in the apartment, such as the powdered cheese and the mountain of dishes still in the sink.
I think with the QG that the only thing left to do is resign. They stole from me my first solo and what would most likely have been my only solo because let's face it, I'm a damned straight-tone alto. I hope they're happy; they not only got my hopes up and dashed to pieces but they would be responsible for much time given by another. Of course, why should they care about her? They're self-serving and they can't even take care of their own!
I REALLY miss choir...there were a few souls that I haven't seen since it ended whose smiles warm my heart.
A toast to the winter and the chill that takes root...BLARG
My theme song for the while: "Wake me up inside, wake me up inside, call my name and save me from the dark, bid my blood to run before I come undone save me from the nothing I've become..."
And another song that makes sense now: "People writing songs that voices never shared and no one dared disturb the sound of silence..."