im dead on the surface but im screaming underneath

[altibemyname]

so this is my first post on livejournal for quite some time

...whopee?

so today was uneventful

i mean if you dont count getting screamed at uneventful

i had the weirdest experience today

++despite all the yelling++

that was almost an out of body one* i saw my life from the outside* i know this doesnt make sense but i did* it was strange and really comforting at the same time* it also sadened me cuz it was all grey and it happened so fast that i am not sure on the details...just thought i would share that

i am in love with coldplay right now* they are brilliant i dont know what to doooooooooo

wow this entry is sooo disjointed, i beg you to find some kind of understanding in it...

//bye