May 20, 2005 03:55
i fucking hate my parents so fucking much
they are the reason i smoke
nothing stresses me out more than them
the way they act like everything i do is completely worthless and fucking retarded
nothing i ever fucking do is good enough for them
it doesnt fucking matter because its always "you shouldnt have moved away and you should have majored in computer science and be a programmer"
its such fucking bullshit
right now theyre riding my ass about the fact that i enjoy driving
my parents want me to never work a driving job because they say it ruins my car
ive had my car for 3 years, every year i put about 30,000 miles on my car, two of the three years ive had my car i did not deliver pizzas, and yet i still drove 30,000 miles, but theyre convinced i drive so much more when im delivering pizzas
no matter what i say to prove them wrong, theyre convinced that i am a complete fuck up for not wanting to work for minimum wage someplace miserable
i really wish i could kill them, i seriously do
there is no one i hate more than them
being back here makes me miserable because of them
i love how they constantly flaunt how much money they have now, but then if anyone needs anything from them theyre too goddamned poor or they try to bitch about how that person has done nothing for them
fucking bullshit, im your goddamned son, if you didnt want to pay, to even buy me food for the last 7 years of my life, then maybe you shouldnt have been reproducing huh? seriously, my parents maybe spend 30 bucks a year on food for me, and thats the way its been since i was 14, this is complete fucking bullshit
when i was 17 they stopped with teh whole shelter part of food and shelter
how can they call themselves parents?
my dad right now is making somewhjere around at least 100,000 dollars a year, my mom is making like 30,000 but they dont have enouhg money to even feed me
for the last six months i have really eaten nothing but ramen noodles and macaroni and cheese
my parents are redoing their entire backyard and front yard so they can expand their garden
my mom paid 500 dollars at least for a new stereo, because the one she had, a 300 dollar stereo, didnt have a remote and she didnt want to walk the whole three feet to fuck with the volume, and of course she couldnt just move the stereo, no she had to buy a new stereo
its a good thing theyre so fucking poor
my dad recently decided he needed a T1 connection in our house
what the fuck for? so he can download his fucking dick biting and flatchestedteens.com pornography
dsl apparently isnt fast enough for that
he also bought a new computer, i believe he said it cost like 3000 dollars? maybe more?
everytime i hear from them they have spent money on these grandiose things that no fucking person needs
meanwhile i slide further and further into debt
i owe them 8000 dollars, which i should have gotten privately because they bitch constantly about how theyre paying for my college
im sorry, loaning your kid money adn expecting him to pay back with interest, without even a grace period or waiting til hes no longer enrolled in classes, does not qualify you for paying for college
if i had known they would be such fucking assholes about everything i would have gotten the loan privately, i did that for this upcoming semester, thats another 9500 dollars, another 5500 to the state on top of the original 5500
thats right, almost 30,000 dollars in debt, 1/5th of my parents yearly income, and thats with my underestimating, its probably closer to like 175,000-200,000
my mom forces me to read the bible and go to church in exchange for paying my car insurance...which is incredibly overpriced because they say ive got a point on my record from hitting my door into another persons door, in early 2001, but they try to say i did it in like late 2002....funny.....how is it that i hit someone in 2002 with a car that no longer worked, at a school i no longer attended, as i was on the way to a class that i finished in 2001? but my mom refuses to even talk to the insurance company about this bullshit charge, its 50 bucks a month for that ding on this guys door, even though it should have come off my record last year
now my mom tells me she is going back on the deal and that in addition to church, i have to go to the services she specifies, at the church she specifies, and that i also must work for guidant, even though im not eligible for rehire
people constantly rant about hating their parents
and you always know when theyre full of shit cause people are fucking retarded and in a few years they will look back and think "wow i was an idiot, my parents were right, i was a dipshit, i love my parents"
this is not one of those cases
i hate them so much
they have made it quite clear since i was 5 that i am worthless compared to their possessions and money
they love money more than anything in the entire world, they worship it constantly
my mom is constantly bragging about how much she gave tot he church and how that means god is going give back to her 10 times as much, this is the only reason she gives money to the church, she wants more back, she expects it, and so my dad takes on extra jobs, and she starts working, so that god can give her this 10 times back
i dont think there are any words that can express how much i hate them
theyre so fucking worthless
they love their money so goddamn much and its fucking pathetic
i hope they rot in hell for eternity, and i want to watch
now im going to go smoke my fucking brains out, because thats the only fucking solution to all this bullshit