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evaD oryP: ill put a big load on your back!
goodbyeclarityx: hot!
so yeah
im not very good at updating these mamajamas more than once a month
and its not like i dont have things i could be writing
and once i start writing my fingers just go possessed of some demon that knows exactly what to say
so i dont know why i have so much trouble sitting down to write
so the semester is almost over
naturally im still kicking ass
i almost find it amusing how people come up to me and talk to me about how ive changed and shit because im getting good grades or being responsible
bitches
i havent changed
i told everyone this day would come, that some things you can slack off about and some you just cant
ive gotten to the point in school where slacking off is no longer acceptable
school has always and will always be an activity where you figure out why youre there, and you do the bare minimum to accomplish that goal, in elementary school and middle school the only point is to learn, and to get to high school, so there is no need to get straight As, the kid who gets straight As and the kid who gets straight Cs can learn the same amount, in high school, the point is to get a diploma and get into college, however, it has to be a college you can afford, and this was my problem, so my goal was to get a diploma, and to get into a community college, community colleges dont care what grades you get so why get good ones? in community college the point is to get into a 4 year university, or maybe just get an Associates degree, i was trying to transfer, and i got Bs until i got my acceptance letter, then i got as many Ds as i could, now im done wiht all that shit and now the point is to get into graduate school, so im getting As and Bs, maybe a C in a 1 unit class, but bah thats ok, ill do better next time, 1 unit here and there can add up, i could get a B there, its possible
so yeah, in graduate school the point is to get your degree and maybe go on for a PhD or DMA, i dont do more work than is necessary
i havent changed at all, not even a little bit since like my sophomore year of high school
people who think i have made some drastic change dont know shit
the thing that brought this up is my mom swearing to God almighty that im so changed and im so good now and i sucked ass before
im a completely different person now
i live righteously because now instead of doing the minimum amount of work necessary i now do the minimum amount of work necessary............wait.....those are the same..........hmmmmmmmmmm
stupid mother fuckers
so i havent written for a while, but not a lot has changed
about a week ago we celebrated ginnys birthday, as soon as i got out of class i gathered up the crew and decided to take us shopping for gifts for ginny, and naturally we went to the dollar tree cause we are poor college kids
we got her all kinds of stuff, sigrid got her an XTREME ZULU blowgun set, so she can kill bitches
im going to buy her a DVD or CD or something, whatever she wants, and we all ransacked the dollar tree and got her cool little party favors and such
then we went to a brewery and karaoke and bars and cake party and yeah
everyone who reads this has already read a more detailed version on ginny or julie livejournal
so fuck you
hmmmmmmm
julies birthday is coming up
i think im going to get some cardboard and make little pretend bars and ill serve her some alcohol and pretend like shes 21
she didnt seem so amused at this idea, understandably
ive been really horny lately and i dont know why
i blame spring, damn you spring!
someone needs to give me a blowjob
so davis was this weekend and i had to miss it so that i could meet a prospective landlord because i want his house, its looking good, it is a duplex and that could be way gay, but at the same time, its cheap with free electricity, so thats fucking cool
theres several other houses that are possibilities, a couple 5 bedrooms, one thats fucking huge, ginormous, and right behind the school, gotta ask the crew about it, not lookin really likely
then theres a 5 bedroom in sunny brae, ginny doesnt really like sunnybrae, but i cant really disagree with her, it is kinda far from the school and kinda white trash lookin in some areas, plus the landlord of the 5 bedroom has other houses we are interested in
so yeah
i really hope we get one of these houses, at this point i really dont care that much which one it is, ill be happy in any of them, very happy, i just absolutely need to get the fuck off campus, i dont have a lot of needs and i consider myself a pretty easy going guy if im treated right, but this is one of my extreme needs, this is on par with needing a blowjob constantly, i refuse to live on campus anymore because it fucking sucks dick and i fucking hate it, i would rather live in the plaza and shower in the gym every day than live on campus
its fuckin 5am, i need to get a regular sleep pattern back, last night i went to sleep at 7am, like 6 the day before, this shit is fucked up
oh fuck
i almost forgot to write the thing that made me decide to write this in the first place
do you ever have one of those weeks, or maybe even months, where one thing is bugging you like all hell, and theres nothing you can do about it? and it just gets worse every day and you want to scream and it really stresses you out but you cant do anything about it except be upset? yeah, this month was kinda like that, some shit was draggin me down, and i was getting kinda upset, and i was bitching about it a lot, and as soon as i got done bitching about it the other night, everything got completely 12098430943809643 times better, just out of nowhere, all my troubles went away
i felt like the biblical Job, not to be confused with GOB, cursed beyond all hope, as if God himself had come down just to kick me around for a little while and then out of nowhere, it all disappeared, it all got better, and not just better like normal better, but like 50 times better than normal, it was fucking awesome, it was like God came down and shoved his dick in my butt and blew his blessed load in my face, or something
i would imagine that God's sperm would do great things, but yeah
everything is extremely happy right now and i couldnt be more stoked
all of my troubles have gone away
i love it
my friends are fucking awesome
theyre too fuckin cool for school, they make everything all better all the time and it makes me blow my load
also....star tropics kicks ass, never got into that game, i know it was old school RPG and seems very similar to dragon warrior, only instead of the standard RPG text fighting, its hack and slash fighting, with a yoyo and ninja stars and shit, fuckin awesome, been fuckin with it with jay recently, good times
also today...i dunno if i said this earlier, but if i did i apologize, my entries get kinda long, so deal with it, even i forget what i said at the top, my mom agreed to cosign for a house, so thats fuckin awesome, thats why i was talkin to her and she was talkin about how ive changed so much, i really think she thought that while i was in murrieta, i spent all my time doing drugs and whores, not that i would mind that lifestyle, but it was convenient at the time
and now she thinks i spend all my time at church or studying
she knows nothing about me, how very sad
peace out bitches
goodbyeclarityx: hot!
so yeah
im not very good at updating these mamajamas more than once a month
and its not like i dont have things i could be writing
and once i start writing my fingers just go possessed of some demon that knows exactly what to say
so i dont know why i have so much trouble sitting down to write
so the semester is almost over
naturally im still kicking ass
i almost find it amusing how people come up to me and talk to me about how ive changed and shit because im getting good grades or being responsible
bitches
i havent changed
i told everyone this day would come, that some things you can slack off about and some you just cant
ive gotten to the point in school where slacking off is no longer acceptable
school has always and will always be an activity where you figure out why youre there, and you do the bare minimum to accomplish that goal, in elementary school and middle school the only point is to learn, and to get to high school, so there is no need to get straight As, the kid who gets straight As and the kid who gets straight Cs can learn the same amount, in high school, the point is to get a diploma and get into college, however, it has to be a college you can afford, and this was my problem, so my goal was to get a diploma, and to get into a community college, community colleges dont care what grades you get so why get good ones? in community college the point is to get into a 4 year university, or maybe just get an Associates degree, i was trying to transfer, and i got Bs until i got my acceptance letter, then i got as many Ds as i could, now im done wiht all that shit and now the point is to get into graduate school, so im getting As and Bs, maybe a C in a 1 unit class, but bah thats ok, ill do better next time, 1 unit here and there can add up, i could get a B there, its possible
so yeah, in graduate school the point is to get your degree and maybe go on for a PhD or DMA, i dont do more work than is necessary
i havent changed at all, not even a little bit since like my sophomore year of high school
people who think i have made some drastic change dont know shit
the thing that brought this up is my mom swearing to God almighty that im so changed and im so good now and i sucked ass before
im a completely different person now
i live righteously because now instead of doing the minimum amount of work necessary i now do the minimum amount of work necessary............wait.....those are the same..........hmmmmmmmmmm
stupid mother fuckers
so i havent written for a while, but not a lot has changed
about a week ago we celebrated ginnys birthday, as soon as i got out of class i gathered up the crew and decided to take us shopping for gifts for ginny, and naturally we went to the dollar tree cause we are poor college kids
we got her all kinds of stuff, sigrid got her an XTREME ZULU blowgun set, so she can kill bitches
im going to buy her a DVD or CD or something, whatever she wants, and we all ransacked the dollar tree and got her cool little party favors and such
then we went to a brewery and karaoke and bars and cake party and yeah
everyone who reads this has already read a more detailed version on ginny or julie livejournal
so fuck you
hmmmmmmm
julies birthday is coming up
i think im going to get some cardboard and make little pretend bars and ill serve her some alcohol and pretend like shes 21
she didnt seem so amused at this idea, understandably
ive been really horny lately and i dont know why
i blame spring, damn you spring!
someone needs to give me a blowjob
so davis was this weekend and i had to miss it so that i could meet a prospective landlord because i want his house, its looking good, it is a duplex and that could be way gay, but at the same time, its cheap with free electricity, so thats fucking cool
theres several other houses that are possibilities, a couple 5 bedrooms, one thats fucking huge, ginormous, and right behind the school, gotta ask the crew about it, not lookin really likely
then theres a 5 bedroom in sunny brae, ginny doesnt really like sunnybrae, but i cant really disagree with her, it is kinda far from the school and kinda white trash lookin in some areas, plus the landlord of the 5 bedroom has other houses we are interested in
so yeah
i really hope we get one of these houses, at this point i really dont care that much which one it is, ill be happy in any of them, very happy, i just absolutely need to get the fuck off campus, i dont have a lot of needs and i consider myself a pretty easy going guy if im treated right, but this is one of my extreme needs, this is on par with needing a blowjob constantly, i refuse to live on campus anymore because it fucking sucks dick and i fucking hate it, i would rather live in the plaza and shower in the gym every day than live on campus
its fuckin 5am, i need to get a regular sleep pattern back, last night i went to sleep at 7am, like 6 the day before, this shit is fucked up
oh fuck
i almost forgot to write the thing that made me decide to write this in the first place
do you ever have one of those weeks, or maybe even months, where one thing is bugging you like all hell, and theres nothing you can do about it? and it just gets worse every day and you want to scream and it really stresses you out but you cant do anything about it except be upset? yeah, this month was kinda like that, some shit was draggin me down, and i was getting kinda upset, and i was bitching about it a lot, and as soon as i got done bitching about it the other night, everything got completely 12098430943809643 times better, just out of nowhere, all my troubles went away
i felt like the biblical Job, not to be confused with GOB, cursed beyond all hope, as if God himself had come down just to kick me around for a little while and then out of nowhere, it all disappeared, it all got better, and not just better like normal better, but like 50 times better than normal, it was fucking awesome, it was like God came down and shoved his dick in my butt and blew his blessed load in my face, or something
i would imagine that God's sperm would do great things, but yeah
everything is extremely happy right now and i couldnt be more stoked
all of my troubles have gone away
i love it
my friends are fucking awesome
theyre too fuckin cool for school, they make everything all better all the time and it makes me blow my load
also....star tropics kicks ass, never got into that game, i know it was old school RPG and seems very similar to dragon warrior, only instead of the standard RPG text fighting, its hack and slash fighting, with a yoyo and ninja stars and shit, fuckin awesome, been fuckin with it with jay recently, good times
also today...i dunno if i said this earlier, but if i did i apologize, my entries get kinda long, so deal with it, even i forget what i said at the top, my mom agreed to cosign for a house, so thats fuckin awesome, thats why i was talkin to her and she was talkin about how ive changed so much, i really think she thought that while i was in murrieta, i spent all my time doing drugs and whores, not that i would mind that lifestyle, but it was convenient at the time
and now she thinks i spend all my time at church or studying
she knows nothing about me, how very sad
peace out bitches