Wow I don't post here alot.
So Yeah... I think I am mostly over the stuff from before like I said I was. I would dearly like to get back to playign Deadlands because that is one of the best forms of personal stress relief I have, just getting to be one player in a game.
I know that seems a bit selfish but some times I like to not have to worry about other players. Because I always worry about other playwers and do everythign I can to help them have fun.
Now this isn't to say I don't like playing with others. I do and I really love to run things for other people. Infact some times i feel like like running for groups alot better then playing in them.
then again who knows.
I am again.. going to try and post more in here. It might be good for me. So anyways.
I think I might only be so off bnecause my body is playing hell with me. Because.. yeah I am a women and yeah... so.
life is like that I guess. I think I am doing better though i seem to be up and down. the last post was wirten up last night but I couldn;t get onto my LJ to post it.
I know that seems a bit selfish but some times I like to not have to worry about other players. Because I always worry about other playwers and do everythign I can to help them have fun.
Now this isn't to say I don't like playing with others. I do and I really love to run things for other people. Infact some times i feel like like running for groups alot better then playing in them.
then again who knows.
I am again.. going to try and post more in here. It might be good for me. So anyways.
I think I might only be so off bnecause my body is playing hell with me. Because.. yeah I am a women and yeah... so.
life is like that I guess. I think I am doing better though i seem to be up and down. the last post was wirten up last night but I couldn;t get onto my LJ to post it.