Dead inside

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I feel like I'm completely empty inside. I've done the usual weekend crap. It seems to be becoming a habbit, but one I would love to stop. I guess I just like seeing her happy. Just whatever she wants. Everything is gone right now. Only Sid is still here. I'm not tired at all.

I really think I'm losing her somehow. My weekend was wasted. It would've been perfect if I had only gotten to sleep with her. That's my favorite part. Just holding each other is the best.