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Well i think it has been 1000 years since i've last updated this blog. almost turned inactive. hahah.. okay a brief update on my life.
My grandfather is not too well. HIs years smoking has come back to haunt him. He can't walk from his room to the toilet within panting and then sitting down for a rest. So usually he would put it off it is cannot wait and so he piss on the floor or the bed. So now he in a community hospital while we scramble for a maid. According to the doctor at NUH where he was at before moving to the community hospital, his condition will only worsen to the point when he might feel breathless sitting up. He is old and nobody cures old age.
Seriously i hate this. The whole thing. Getting a maid, adjusting to a new person in my house. My grandfather getting old, really old. It is as if he aged before my eyes. Before he was so healthy, though he smokes a lot. He has more strength than my father. He help a lot around the house. now he needs my help to sit up from his bed. anyway, my mother is still looking for a good maid agent.
Work wise, It has been busy busy busy busy... Oh man... i think i want to die already. how can they be enough me to do the work. everything is urgent otherwise it suddenly becomes urgent. Don't need to and don't want to elaborate too much, i guess you know what i mean by it. Seriously tired. i want a holiday... i can't wait for CNY. but CNY approaching will only mean more work for me... Thank goodness for my interns.... But they are ending soon and i don't think the work load will just suddenly lessen when they are gone... i think i should just kill myself or something...
compeition wise. i think we're giving up. At the rate there is not enough time. too lazy, too tired, too heck care, to try.. maybe i;ll submit one of my stories but graphic novel, i doubt it.
I had my first JPLT 2 lesson last week. apparently paying 290 per 10 lessons gets me reminder service, tons of papers and notes (that i understand when the teacher explains it but totally cannot understand on my own after that), tons of homework, tons of tests and one eto-happy teacher. According to the_nazi, he is very gayish. i think he is alright. kinda like a SNAG lah.
right now, i think my life sucks. I am just tired....
My grandfather is not too well. HIs years smoking has come back to haunt him. He can't walk from his room to the toilet within panting and then sitting down for a rest. So usually he would put it off it is cannot wait and so he piss on the floor or the bed. So now he in a community hospital while we scramble for a maid. According to the doctor at NUH where he was at before moving to the community hospital, his condition will only worsen to the point when he might feel breathless sitting up. He is old and nobody cures old age.
Seriously i hate this. The whole thing. Getting a maid, adjusting to a new person in my house. My grandfather getting old, really old. It is as if he aged before my eyes. Before he was so healthy, though he smokes a lot. He has more strength than my father. He help a lot around the house. now he needs my help to sit up from his bed. anyway, my mother is still looking for a good maid agent.
Work wise, It has been busy busy busy busy... Oh man... i think i want to die already. how can they be enough me to do the work. everything is urgent otherwise it suddenly becomes urgent. Don't need to and don't want to elaborate too much, i guess you know what i mean by it. Seriously tired. i want a holiday... i can't wait for CNY. but CNY approaching will only mean more work for me... Thank goodness for my interns.... But they are ending soon and i don't think the work load will just suddenly lessen when they are gone... i think i should just kill myself or something...
compeition wise. i think we're giving up. At the rate there is not enough time. too lazy, too tired, too heck care, to try.. maybe i;ll submit one of my stories but graphic novel, i doubt it.
I had my first JPLT 2 lesson last week. apparently paying 290 per 10 lessons gets me reminder service, tons of papers and notes (that i understand when the teacher explains it but totally cannot understand on my own after that), tons of homework, tons of tests and one eto-happy teacher. According to the_nazi, he is very gayish. i think he is alright. kinda like a SNAG lah.
right now, i think my life sucks. I am just tired....